I hate computers. I don't use that word lightly. I had almost finished this first posting and then boom. Gone. Wiped out. Tried to get it back. Didn't work. Just saw the "Save now button". Grrrrrrr. So. Let's try this again.

I'm finally starting a family blog. I know I'm not good at phone calls. I'm sorry. I worked in a call center for too many years to enjoy talking to anyone on the phone. It's not you, it's me. Seriously. Now that we've gotten that out of the way, let me tell you where we're at in life at the moment. I am a SAHM of a two year old little boy and the other half of a wonderful sweetheart of a man that I call my "handsome husband". When we got married, the minister told us that we should always use those terms for each other, so as not to forget how we felt on our wedding day. His for me is "beautiful bride." I like it. Of course, life brings heartache, challenges, amazing experiences and so much laughter! So, when I say we won't forget how we felt when we got married, what I mean is. . .we were babies in our relationship then. There is so much more to feel now. . .so much more to love. We have another little human being on the way due in May. A girl. Really? I was astonished when I found out the news. I had always said that I didn't want a girl. I didn't want to deal with the hormones or the dating and I already have such a mama's boy that has my heart wrapped around his little finger. What am I going to do with a girl? Bows and frilly dresses? Pink? It took a while, but now whenever I see a precious baby girl, my heart melts. I'm actually starting to get excited. Chris has been excited about it for a while. The other day, he told me that he's looking forward to holding her for the first time. Me? I'm just having a hard time imagining what a girl will look like coming out of me! But, with every little (ahem, did I say little?). . .with every extremely rough and tumble kick and jab inside of me, I start to feel love for this little miracle that's happening right before my eyes. Two 1/2 to 3 months from now, our lives will change yet again. I guess I won't know what hit me. The love that I feel for my little boy is more than I ever thought possible. And it grows every day. From what I'm told, it's not any different with the second child. So, little Caylee Mae, I think I'm ready for you. I have to show Chris how to make shake and bake pork chops now. . .more later!